2 weeks & 2 days, since the lost of my handphone.
It's not just some normal/lousy phone, but N73. & I've only owned it for 6 months. Yea, you guys can choose to mock at me or say I'm fucking unlucky (TOTALLY). & that fucker who found it, I bet you're over the moon. You can either use it or sell it for $400. Elated right?(!) Oh to hell with ya!
Furthermore, my ezlink is together with my handphone in my handphone pouch. He/she could have been kind enough to return the phone to me, but apparently
FUCKERS AREN'T KIND. Pardon me for using profanity. I'm effing pissed, till now.
Haven't told my parents about it. I lacked the courage. They would kill me, especially my mom. I'm practically cut off from the world, for now. Unless I get back my sim card, which requires my mom presence (crap).
You know I've this unrealistic thought on a law Singapore should come up with.
"If found handphones are not return to the owner, & got tracked down, you'll have to pay a fine of $1000 to the owner, & you can jolly well keep the phone" Don't you guys think what a great law this is?(!) This is the sequel of one's mentality (you become nonsensical in thinking) when something unfortunate befalls on them.
Sighs, I really miss my N73, loads :'(
The only thing I want MOST now is a new handphone. It's best if I get back N73, which is almost impossible (it cost a bomb you know). OR maybe a
Nokia 6300, that super slim phone. It's so sexy luh, well it appears that way to me ;p
Anyhow, on a happier note, my dad bought me a digital camera. Ecstatic describes my mood.
Conversely, I think he's not himself (he's really miserly la). Lol. I told him I wanted a camera so we went to J8 Sony gallery to check out as I wanted Sony T100 initially. When he heard it costs $699 (told him many times before we went there, practically he didn't listen to me) he said
"lets go Best Denki to see if there sell cheaper" -.- He just don't want to believe that Sony prices are fixed everywhere. In short, he found it too expensive.
So we headed to Best Denki & duh, it was selling at $699. Then a staff approached us & explained the pros & cons of different cameras. He made Canon sound a little better than Sony, & so I was spoilt with choices between Sony & Canon. Was so determined to get Sony at first you know.
So after much thought, I told my dad that I would think about it & come back another time, but he said why not just get it now. The best part was I could choose the camera I fancy. Was shocked I tell ya. Stingy old man became generous. Wahaha.
My final decision was Canon as I felt guilty to get Sony because of the lost of my handphone. Therefore, I helped my dad saved $130, which means he can use that amount to buy me a new phone! :p Oh I'm such a thoughtful daughter :x Lols. Man, I'm still feeling guilty that I bought the camera.
No matter what, thanks dad! (:
Watched Fantastic 4 on Monday. It didn't turn out very nice. It's occasionally funny at some parts though. I persuasively tell myself it's worth the 7 bucks. Lol. Just don't watch it on weekends. Yeah, not worth. I've yet to watch Pirates of the Caribbean :( Oh well, I guess I'll watch it illegally. Haha.
& miss foo you better be grateful for yesterday! xp I sacrificed my day of completing assignments & revising of school work for you ya know. I had it all well planned & the motivation was there, but now it's gone. I guess I'll end up bumping around the house today? Ah I hope not. Got to get motivated!
Alright, enjoy your day tomorrow miss foo! :D
4:49 PM
i had enough of the quarrels we had. the problem does not only lie with my attitude. i think your change in mindset is also a factor. all along my attitude has been like this & you know it. & it was never a problem until this semester. it’s fine, as i’m already changing my attitude. not for you, but for my own sake. its not that i don’t believe you but today’s one is more serious. what happen if you will to show people like what you did the previous time? in your point of view, you may think it’s some kind of joke. however, it’s a form of insult to me. past insults from you guys can be tolerated, but not anymore. there’s a limit to one’s patient. you think i don’t mind you guys saying me? your wrong. it’s hurtful in a way. i will not continue to be a fool to let you guys attack me profusely. the best way to love yourself is to respect yourself. i’ve not been talking to a few people in my class. how nice not to hear those piercing words from them anymore. it doesn’t matter to lose a few friends because if they were really my friends in the first place, they would not have bombard harsh words at me. i do not need so many friends either. all i want are true friends who cares for you, will be there for you when you need them & love/accept you for who you are. i will be kind to those who treat me nice. however, i’ll give shit to those who treat me horrible. enough said. now you guys know how horrible my life is.
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