i had enough of the quarrels we had. the problem does not only lie with my attitude. i think your change in mindset is also a factor. all along my attitude has been like this & you know it. & it was never a problem until this semester. it’s fine, as i’m already changing my attitude. not for you, but for my own sake. its not that i don’t believe you but today’s one is more serious. what happen if you will to show people like what you did the previous time? in your point of view, you may think it’s some kind of joke. however, it’s a form of insult to me. past insults from you guys can be tolerated, but not anymore. there’s a limit to one’s patient. you think i don’t mind you guys saying me? your wrong. it’s hurtful in a way. i will not continue to be a fool to let you guys attack me profusely. the best way to love yourself is to respect yourself. i’ve not been talking to a few people in my class. how nice not to hear those piercing words from them anymore. it doesn’t matter to lose a few friends because if they were really my friends in the first place, they would not have bombard harsh words at me. i do not need so many friends either. all i want are true friends who cares for you, will be there for you when you need them & love/accept you for who you are. i will be kind to those who treat me nice. however, i’ll give shit to those who treat me horrible. enough said. now you guys know how horrible my life is.
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